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I am a spirit, trying to expand my consciousness and raise awareness to people. I've realized the more truthful things you encounter, the more knowledge you receive, it can be hurtful. The truth can make you richer within, and help you to live life to the fullest everyday. Once you resist, and don't bank the adversary, it is then you can begin living your journey of a righteous life. There is a war going on in the world, but it starts within the mind. It is important to find out who you are, and you need to realize, that you are firstly living for the creator. Everyone has a special light that links to each person to make the world a circle. This circle keeps manifesting the energy that we put out from our lights. Everything has a good and bad to it, because everyone was born into sin, but it is up to one to make a conscious choice on what they want to put out into the world. With patience, prayer, faith, and awareness, one can become righteous, and can stop reacting to everything. You can be proactive, and find your inner peace. I am on this journey, and would like to express my thoughts, my life, and experiences with the world, I hope you enjoy. Peace and blessings.

Friday, July 10, 2015

Reality hit.

As I sat still..........I felt his grace.
He knew that my mental wasn't in its right place....and advantage again, was being taken. 
He knew that my love was being overshadowed with fear, and fault.
He knew that in this moment, 
I needed to be saved, 
and he knew that in this moment, 
that love needed to be proven, for my faith needed to be restored.
He felt my rhythm, and knew that it wasn't in sync. 
He felt the melody of my song, and knew that it was of 
sorrow and pain, 
he knew that my song was meaningful, and a fever had reached me.
I wasn't immune to the sickness of despair, and betrayal.
All along it was a fever, 
I was a cold head, hot headed believer. 
I had trapped myself in the chaos of emptiness, and confusion. 
It's not much of a live you're living, 
it's not just something you take, it's given. 
...........................................Round and around, and around we go. 
Tell me now, tell me now, tell me now, you know.....................................

As the song plays in my mind, so does the pain.

One must ask and search........where did things go wrong, and who is to fault. 

Funny you're the broken one, but I'm the only one who needed saving...
But when you never see the light, it's hard to know which one of us is caving...

The melody keeps playing in my head 
as questions never get answered.

but the truth is just that, 
........the truth.

There is only two things you can do with the truth, 
and that is to accept it, 
or deny it.

It has no explanation. 

This is what I've come to realize.

Just move the fuck on with the truth, 
because it will set you free.