Up writing... Don't know how I feel, so I just let my mind write. My emotions are all over the place. Preggo Brain. I feel so disconnected right now. This is what came out, that I guess was on the tip top of
my mind...
Preggo Brain:
She once knew, and knowing is powerful, but now she seems to wonder down paths that take her into empathy and distraught.
She once said that life was intriguing and filled with adventure, but now it seems to be a puzzle and stranger.
She once was fearless and bright, but now she seems cold and cautious.
She once found love in everything around her, and now she needs to be loved, but wonders it's true definition.
She once cared, but caring seems to hurt her more each day.
She once had hope in trust, but she always seems to trust in the wrong ways.
Sailing spirituality, instead of being obedient, seems to have gotten her lost, and now she appears to be in limbo with paying the cost.
Do not move with what you can't carry.
Do not trust, what you can't marry.
Do not depend on what can not be reciprocated.
Do not test, what can't be dominated.
Do not strive to be just, but maintain elegance on your journey to hope.
The winner goes through hell, just for eternal peace, and you truly reap what you sew.
Words can only paint a mentality, but can only be understood through a genuine soul.
I find this moment to be verbally untold.
This feeling is so undesirable, and words couldn't even express, the disconnection I feel due to stress.
Stress art thou? Why? You have no faith? You talk by day with hope, and at night you fail.
Restart your day, and remain the same sail?
Which path do thy seek? The easy or difficult in task?
The righteous or pleasurable momentarily actions, must you really ask?
Don't get ahead of yourself, for temporary negative emotions, are just that.
Stay obedient, to be prepared for the big comeback.
Rest assure that all the days of thy life may not be as grand, but it is the biggest test, to strengthen the faith. This was the purpose for man.
To serve, to honor, to be obedient to our father in the heavens above...
And it is there, you will find understanding, and the meaning of true love.
