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I am a spirit, trying to expand my consciousness and raise awareness to people. I've realized the more truthful things you encounter, the more knowledge you receive, it can be hurtful. The truth can make you richer within, and help you to live life to the fullest everyday. Once you resist, and don't bank the adversary, it is then you can begin living your journey of a righteous life. There is a war going on in the world, but it starts within the mind. It is important to find out who you are, and you need to realize, that you are firstly living for the creator. Everyone has a special light that links to each person to make the world a circle. This circle keeps manifesting the energy that we put out from our lights. Everything has a good and bad to it, because everyone was born into sin, but it is up to one to make a conscious choice on what they want to put out into the world. With patience, prayer, faith, and awareness, one can become righteous, and can stop reacting to everything. You can be proactive, and find your inner peace. I am on this journey, and would like to express my thoughts, my life, and experiences with the world, I hope you enjoy. Peace and blessings.

Thursday, July 24, 2014

Blah...

Up writing... Don't know how I feel, so I just let my mind write. My emotions are all over the place. Preggo Brain. I feel so disconnected right now. This is what came out, that I guess was on the tip top of
my mind...

Preggo Brain:


 She once knew, and knowing is powerful, but now she seems to wonder down paths that take her into empathy and distraught.
 She once said that life was intriguing and filled with adventure, but now it seems to be a puzzle and stranger.
 She once was fearless and bright, but now she seems cold and cautious.
 She once found love in everything around her, and now she needs to be loved, but wonders it's true definition.
 She once cared, but caring seems to hurt her more each day.
 She once had hope in trust, but she always seems to trust in the wrong ways.
 Sailing spirituality, instead of being obedient, seems to have gotten her lost, and now she appears to be in limbo with paying the cost. 
 Do not move with what you can't carry. 
 Do not trust, what you can't marry. 
 Do not depend on what can not be reciprocated.
 Do not test, what can't be dominated.
 Do not strive to be  just, but maintain elegance on your journey to hope.
The winner goes through hell, just for eternal peace, and you truly reap what you sew. 
 Words can only paint a mentality, but can only be understood through a genuine soul. 
 I find this moment to be verbally untold.
 This feeling is so undesirable, and words couldn't even express, the disconnection I feel due to stress. 
 Stress art thou? Why? You have no faith? You talk by day with hope, and at night you fail.
 Restart your day, and remain the same sail? 
 Which path do thy seek? The easy or difficult in task?
 The righteous or pleasurable momentarily actions, must you really ask? 
 Don't get ahead of yourself, for temporary negative emotions, are just that. 
 Stay obedient, to be prepared for the big comeback. 
 Rest assure that all the days of thy life may not be as grand, but it is the biggest test, to strengthen the faith. This was the purpose for man. 
 To serve, to honor, to be obedient to our father in the heavens above...
 And it is there, you will find understanding, and the meaning of true love. 

Sunday, March 2, 2014

From the heart; a spiritual writing by me, entitled: My Truth

I do not know what's considered real in this rim that I have encountered in this physical form of life. Nothing is tangible to me but feelings. In my world, my feelings are my facts, and my logic is acceptable and can be understood; even if it pains the soul. Truth is the foundation to my cope. Unconditional love is my addiction, and the physical is nothing but a lust. Forever is simply my crave. Though people may think I'm over compulsive in thought, or verbally circulated in delivery,  I say that one truly doesn't understand my soul. I feel one isn't spiritually in tune with my mental and delivery on life. It could be perceived as not sure, confused, or even lustful, when trying to be understood.  Searching for this void that was naturally suppose to be given from birth; where is the love? I am the broken person yearning for a fixing. Always giving more, like a second nature. Even when fearful, optimistic, or appearing depressed, only one soul in this universe could understand such a void. Whoever that may be, I'm in search of. Unity is gold, and can conquer the unknown, thus creating happiness in darkness. True friendship. YES!!! True love. I NEED IT!!! That greatness, It can't be broken, even in chaos. God has promised, that love conquers all. His promises are fulfilling. It is written in the script, and are my beliefs. This motive is powered by the void that curses me, yet keeps me going. My passion for love, keeps me alive. Not just love for a specific thing, or act, but for the help for mankind. I was born to be, THE help. To submit myself to my soulmate would be the full epitome of blessed. Yet patience is a virtue, and I have it, but only in truth. One can't fathom my mental and outlook on life, so it is in me to understand people to make their lives a little more better. Always giving; each day, the soul gets a little bit hurt, the more I give naturally unselfishly. Only faith in my lord carries me...when the sun sets, I sleep, and then rise again for the new day. The beauty in the rise, is life's metaphor of Christ's resurrection. A new beginning. Powerful, and able. Yes!  I am Grateful, BUT I am human, and the truth is pain at times. I would not have it any other way, because to understand is to know, and I would rather die knowing, than to live a lie. So I may cry and appear weak, but 20 uncontrollable cries in a lifetime worth of battles, is cleansing, and allows me to show my vulnerable side. Even the strongest get weak, because greatness has to fail to win. This is my truth. 

Monday, January 6, 2014

Reflection

On November 5, 2012 at 10:40 in the morning, I wrote this:


How can you feel so alone, and misunderstood...in a world filled with people? All I ever asked for are the simple free things, and I can't ever seem to get them. I'm growing numb and everything around me seems to be tainted and not in recognition. What is love? Does it exist in today's world? I struggle with the understanding of today's humans, feeling like my mental isn't sane without a slight piece of peace and contentment due to the lack of appreciation for simplicity. What the hell is really going on in this world we called Earth, home? My happiness has somehow vanished searching for answers of the unknown. My brain yearns for consciousness. My soul cries for spirituality. This feeling isn't righteous. This rage I feel, isn't love. My feelings, aren't feeling. Numbness is my cope. Prayer is my hope. Love is my cure. Pain I adhere. 



Today, I'm proud to say, I'm progressing. God is good. Selah! 

Saturday, January 4, 2014

SLAVERY IN YOUR BACK YARD; DO YOU BELIEVE IN FEMA?

GEORGIA FEMA CAMPS


Ft. Benning-

Located east of Columbus near Alabama state line. Rex 84 site- Prisoners brought in via Lawson Army airfield.

Ft. McPherson-

US Force Command - Multiple reports that this will be the national headquarters and coordinating center for foreign/UN troop movement and detainee collection.

Ft. Gordon –

West of Augusta - No information at this time.

Unadilla-

Dooly County - Manned, staffed FEMA prison on route 230, no prisoners.

Oglethorpe-

Macon County; facility is located five miles from Montezuma, three miles from Oglethorpe. This FEMA prison has no staff and no prisoners.

Morgan –

Calhoun County, FEMA facility is fully manned &staffed - no prisoners.

Camilla –

Mitchell County, south of Albany. This FEMA facility is located on Mt. Zion Rd approximately 5.7 miles south of Camilla. Unmanned - no prisoners, no staff.

Hawkinsville-

Wilcox County; Five miles east of town, fully manned and staffed but no prisoners. Located on fire road 100/Upper River Road Abbeville - South of Hawkinsville on US route 129; south of town off route 280 near Ocmulgee River. FEMA facilities staffed but without prisoners.

McRae-

Telfair County - 1.5 miles west of McRae on Hwy 134 (8th St). Facility is on Irwinton Avenue off 8th St. Manned & staffed - no prisoners.

Fort Gillem –

South side of Atlanta -FEMA designated detention facility.

Fort Stewart - Savannah area – FEMA designated detention facility

GOVERNMENT KILLS CLOSE TO HOME; ATLANTA, GA??? OFF WITH THEIR HEADS!!!

When retired FBI agent, the now deceased Ted Gunderson, reportedly told a gathering of militia members that the federal government had set up 1,000 internment camps across the country, I had no trouble believing his statement because there is ample documentation to support his statement (e.g. REX 84, Operation Garden Plot and now the NDAA). However, when Gunderson reported that the federal government was storing over 500,000 caskets outside of Atlanta, I also knew he was accurate on this point because Sherrie Wilcox found the evidence in pictures, placed on her website. Please click her name for pictures, and information. However, when I heard that Gunderson was accusing the government of storing 30,000 guillotines, I thought he had lost his mind.

Why Would the Government Want to Store Guillotines?


Gunderson told various patriot groups that the guillotines were being stored for the day that the government declares martial law and moves in to round up and execute American dissenters. Gunderson prophetically told patriot groups that the federal government was going to keep track of all of us. The last statement has indeed proven accurate given the recent Snowden/NSA scandal.

Can somebody please explain to me why the government would need to order 30,000 guillotines? For what legitimate purpose could these tools of execution be utilized?

Thursday, January 2, 2014

System Series; Oppression. Featuring & Introducing Atlanta Rapper Lil'Donald

One in every three black males born today can expect to go to prison at some point in their life, compared with one in every six Latino males, and one in every 17 white males, if current incarceration trends continue.





Most do not want to admit it, but racism still lives and continues to grow each day. If you are in disagreement with this statement, you are one of the dilemmas in today’s society. Growing up in Europe, and coming over to America, was one of the most drastic realizations, and culture shocks that I have yet to experience. In order to understand racism, you have to do your research, and understand the root, which most tend to ignore. Now racism, I can say, has been so rooted in evil, that it has caused oppression, which is beyond race of the opposite. I have witnessed from my own race; at one point hate me, because of the texture of my hair, the lightness of my skin, and the tone in my voice.




I have noticed, just by the media, stereotyping my race as ignorant, only good in sports and music, labeling our black men as killers, drug dealers, and rapist. They show that our black women are only good at exploiting sexual content, stripping, and being loud.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Young & Naive

It seems like yesterday, in this particular picture, I was so young, vibrant, filled with spunk, and had no care in the world. I was in college, and thought I was doing the right thing. I was making my mother, father, and family “proud” by getting an education at a prestigious black college. People were calling me fortunate, to be able to attend college. It felt good, making the ones that loved me proud. From the very moment that I felt realization, fear struck my soul, because it was in that moment that before I had even started my very first semester, I KNEW my truth; I didn’t want to go to college, and it was a strong chance, down the line I would drop out. I never told anyone this feeling, because I didn’t want to disappoint anyone; first mistake. Though I didn’t want to go to college, I’m happy that I went, not for the education, because truth be told, I didn’t learn anything worth memorization in the classroom. I learned from my experiences, and interactions, from people around the world that attended my school. Experiences are so valuable, because no matter how much you verbalize something to some people, they just don’t get it until they have experienced it. This brings me to my point with schooling. You ever wonder about THE SYSTEM? If you are not familiarized with what a system is the dictionary reads:


• A set of connected things or parts forming a complex whole, in particular.

• A set of things working together as parts of a mechanism or an interconnecting network.

• (In chronostratigraphy) a major range of strata that corresponds to a period in time, subdivided into series.

In Astronomy it reads:

• A group of celestial objects connected by their mutual attractive forces, esp. moving in orbits about a center.

And the definition, that stuck out the most to me reads:

• a set of principles or procedures according to which something is done; an organized scheme or method



This world is a system. School is just another way to keep the population controlled, and it helps form the masses. There is NOTHING, in my opinion that we learn in school that helps with our adult life, except socializing, team leader skills, and math. I often sit and wonder, why is school free for twelve years, and then you have to pay for it? Why do they restrict us from moving forward, by testing us, and letting this form of paper scale rather we are smart enough to advance to the next “level.”



If you don’t start asking questions, you will be part of the brainwashed masses that follows the system.



A close friend of mine told me he was about to attend school, and I asked him for what, and he told me for a business degree, because he wanted to own his own business. I immediately stopped him, and told him no. Now the normal person would’ve said I was wrong, and would have encouraged him to go to college. Let me into your mind, and make a point. From the beginning, education has been free. My ancestors, died to learn, they taught each other to read, and after slaving for long days in the field, they stayed up at night to teach others what they have learned, from simple books.



Most people don’t want to do the WORK to obtain the knowledge. You can educate yourself for free, to start your own businesses, and more, you just have to do the work. Don’t let the system, tell you, that you are not smart enough to achieve without them. I feel the only reason you should be going to college, is if you want a career that you are SURE of that requires a degree. Examples include: Teacher, Physiologist, Doctor, and Lawyer. It is then that you should STILL educate yourself on your own, so that you may advance, and be comfortable with the information, that you are required to test and pass, so that you may receive a piece of paper, telling you that you are worthy to work in a field that you are attracted to, to make a living. Right, I wonder if you made the same face, I made as I typed this.



It was just yesterday, that I was younger, and had no idea of this. No one told me; no blogs were written on, the truth. Once you start researching things, you find out, that there are very few people in the world, that want to find out the truth, let alone, a solution for true peace. People do what they are told, and they don’t react, because they think that what they have been taught IS truly right. There are many outlets, and solutions to many things in the world, but you must focus on the creator, and ask him to make a way out of no way, and to give you the knowledge, so that you may receive his blessings. My gift to you is to the truth. I challenge my readers to start young, to spread the knowledge, that you can do anything, if you just search, and educate yourself. There are many things in this world that you must pay for, but the most valuable things are FREE, and it is what drives us, and is what we truly live for. These are the things that make us rich. Peace and blessings.